December 29, 2012 in Uncategorized
What can I say about Kenji except that he has pretty powerful ‘activations’ otherwise known as meditations. His work is called ‘Quantum Light Weaving. He serves as an awakener and facilitator for new earth energy ’.
When I first listened to Kenji, I slept right through his ‘activation’. The next time I listened to him I drifted in and out. Some people do fall asleep during meditations – for me though it is unusual, so that’s how I knew my mind was aligning or prepping for Kenji’s stuff. I have two experiences to share about what happened during his meditations. I will share one of them now and the other as soon as I write it.
This might be hard to believe but during this meditation that Kenji took listeners through…I actually travelled to a particular place that I realised at a later date was most probably the Akashic Records.
The Akashic Records is considered the place where information about every human being is stored. This information contains past lives, future lives, soul groups and so much more. It is believed this is where intuitive people like psychics get information. I’m pretty certain anybody can access their own Akashic Record. Accessing other people’s record… ‘No’ unless you know how to – using a guide.
Well I found myself following Kenji’s meditation and then the next thing, I found myself in a place similar to a library or book store. I was handed a book that had my name on it. As soon as the book was in my hands, the pages started turning really fast so that I could see that there was all this ‘content’ about me in it, but I was unable to read any of it (and it didn’t occur to me to stop it…I just felt a bit annoyed).
Although I was unable to read anything in it…I just knew it contained information about my past lives, present and future. Then the book closed and opened again. This time, I watched as a hand that I couldn’t see but knew was there, began to tear pages out of the book. Then the book was shown to me again and this time as the pages turned fast I could see they were now blank. I understood then, that there is stuff in this book like past, present, future but also it could be wiped away or recreated. I then realized that the past, present and to an extent the future that was in this book was linked. I mean that some of my past lives were linked to my present life and future life.
It was now that I recognized that I was with guides or angels of this place. I turned to my side and it dawned on me they had always been there…I just hadn’t noticed. One of the beings was very tall and white clothed or white light…I couldn’t tell. I felt that he stayed here or belonged to this place.
I was given a key and I didn’t know what I was supposed to do with it. I was shown to use it to unlock my heart. The key went to some place behind my heart. It felt like there were many locks to open. Then it felt like a door had been released and all this dark matter poured out. I was aware that the ‘matter’ was ‘this life’s pain and various / particular past lives. I was stunned as I had no idea that these past lives were stored inside me. One of them I found (traumatizing) I could not link with at all. I could not see how it had any links with my present life. What was this past life? It was basically a witch hunt. I was tied up and seemed to be burning or about to be burned. A large crowd was watching. I was instantly like….”no who me? Accused of being a witch…I don’t think so”. As soon as I had thought that, the very next thought that entered my mind was “presently in this life you are attracted to spiritual development”. Then I was like ‘whoa!’
The guides then showed me something that is hard for me to explain because I don’t quite get it (the process). Basically every person that was there while I was burning became linked from then on – meaning other life times. I don’t get how or why. It is something to do with the ‘energy or emotions’ at that moment when we were all gathered – it is stored inside you and stays with you through various life times until it is so deeply entrenched inside you, that you have no inkling or can even fathom that it is a part of your history or karma.
I didn’t recognize anyone from that crowd – back then and presently. My guide told me to look into the crowd. So I did…I kept looking into the crowd until I spotted someone staring straight at me. He was traumatized. I instinctively knew he carried this trauma throughout his lives. I did not actually recognize him and I didn’t know if he was familiar to me only that I felt he was family. The guide then showed me one of his lives to show me how trauma carries on with the person having no idea. They showed me ‘him’ in I think must have been the 1960’s or 1970’s.
He was a teenager and he was heavily into drugs and I felt he died young. He felt like someone I knew but couldn’t grasp who. The guides told me to look closer. Although different face – I recognized him as an ex lover from my present life…a few years back though. He had a drug problem in this life too. I realized then that his parents presently were actually in the crowd from ‘witch burning time’. I was beginning to understand the connections. I felt the guides doing some clearing with him and his parents in this life…it looked like the energy around them was being cleared. I asked why they weren’t clearing them. They pointed out that their environment needed to be cleared first. I was overwhelmed with feelings of love and understanding for my ex and his parents.
Prior to this meditation I had not thought of my ex in years. When I first met him which was over the phone…although I could not stand his voice…I felt compelled to meet him. This was something I would never do…meet a total stranger. I went to his house…and had to walk into the house as no one came to the door…that was wide open. When I saw him…I was instantly attracted to him. I did not though felt like I knew him – it wasn’t that kind of instant attraction. It was like pure lust kind of attraction and it was vice versa. It took every ounce of stamina in my body to keep my hands off of him. And I knew he felt the same way…I could just tell from the first glance when our eyes met. This was a bad relationship….he had a drug problem and I was prior to meeting him shy etc. Lots of stuff came out for each one of us to deal with like clinging, possessiveness, depression etc and then a bad break up which resulted in the two of us meeting three more times – not to get back together but just to heal from the way we broke up. This was a difficult relationship to get out of for both of us.
I was then led towards another room in this library. I naturally assumed I would be entering a light filled room because I was accompanied by angelic type guides. Well, the room was dark. It was an extremely long narrow room (I could not see the end of this room). It was a little bit wider than having my arms stretched out – side of me. Stacked alongside the walls on either side of me – were boxes like crates. I could see inside these wooden boxes. Each contained a skeleton and cobwebs. They weren’t coffins but crates – like the skeleton had its arms wrapped around its knees that were at its chest. Now I should have freaked out….because it is kind of scary right! I was not afraid at all. I totally trusted the guides with me. I realised pretty quickly this room was very important. I can’t remember how but the boxes which were locked were opened…I remember a key…not sure if same one used for unlocking my heart. The skeletons fell or dropped out kind of, and then began fading. Still I was unafraid.
Every crate in this room began opening. This room was long (miles and miles) that I couldn’t see all the way down but I knew crates were opening. That’s when I got it…the length of the room had to do with all the years…the past lives. The skeletons and cobwebs represented what I’ve locked deep down inside of me (experiences from past lives)…and were now limiting me. So each skeleton was an incident not a whole past life. The thing was…as these skeletons were being cleared…I saw that they went somewhere. This surprised me as I assumed they just disappeared.
It seemed like they evaporated and joined the universe that was shown to me as night sky or space. When they were then there (night sky)…they / it became like a memory for learning…so the universe did not destroy it…but it was now like data….data that alerted other people who were in similar or heading a similar path to my past could now download as information to ensure they do not make same choices I had made. Eventually the data in the universe would become nothing as more people learnt etc and less people chose this path…thus data no longer required to be learnt by others. This must be what it is like for everyone then. We all have data.
I can’t remember what happened next…not because I wasn’t conscious…I am always fully conscious during meditation…I don’t remember some stuff because I don’t write it down right away. BTW sorry about my vocab…I seriously need to find more words for ‘realize’.