I decided I wanted to meet my ‘successful’ doppelganger. This jump took awhile as I was not having any success. I felt that maybe I did not have a ‘successful me’ somewhere out there in the universe. and was about to give up on this quantum jump.
The person I finally met on this journey I’m pretty certain was not my successful doppelganger but rather my higher self.
As I meditated ( I don’t go through a door/s via quantum jumping as it doesn’t work for me) I saw a golden being with her back to me sort of. There was a powerful rushing of energy / light travelling from the universe towards her stomach and then back up to where it came from. It was so strong, that I thought it should have knocked her down but she stood relaxed, taking it all in easily.
I was excited to find out how I could be wealthy like her (the reason I wanted to meet my successful doppelganger). I asked if she was rich. I got no response. So I tried asking in different ways like…so, you’re living comfortably? Where do you live? What do you do for a living? It then kind of dawned on me that since she was a shimmering golden being – finances probably wasn’t what she was interested in or needed in her world. Thus, I changed my questions and finally she acknowledged me. I asked if I looked like her with that light circulating.
She showed me. Compared to her I had 1 measly strand of light that had a static flow to it – entering me. This light came from the universe, entered my stomach area but instead of going back to the universe, it went above my head then turned back down and entered my head travelling half way through my body then out again and repeated in this way. This stunned me that the light was not going back to the universe. I asked what I could do about it.
Next thing I was sitting on top of the earth surrounded by night skies. It felt peaceful. I was wondering though, why planet earth was the same size as me. I knew the answer to this but, it was like on the tip of my tongue. I told her this and she took me on a journey to meet my other doppelgangers as well as revisiting a experience of my own (not a doppelganger). It then dawned on me that this ‘being’ was not my successful doppelganger but perhaps my higher self.
(I have to explain something here. In the past, I’ve had a couple of experiences where I saw ‘light’ spirits; I always felt a sense of peace with them. I had also experienced a scary ‘spirit’ –it resembled a thick black shadow that always hovered around me. It seemed to come and go often. Sometimes I’d see it four nights in a row. I assumed this ‘thing’ was a spirit because what else could it be).
Well the first being / thing this golden being took me to see resembled a thick black shadow. I recognized it right away and refused to look at it. She insisted that I not turn away and gave me the courage to face it. She told me “a little light is all you need” and a beam of light reached out to the black figure. The figure exploded like it was made out of bricks. I realised right at that moment that this ‘thing’ I had assumed was a spirit was actually ‘walls, barriers and negativity’ that belonged to me.
Next, she took me back to my own past experience. I’m in bed, at ease, and then suddenly I tense up. The ‘me’ in bed has sensed the ‘creepy thing’ and is now stressed. I naturally want to protect ‘me’, so I demand my higher self to put huge amounts of light into the ‘me’ in the bed, as I think this it happens. It doesn’t work; instead it enables the ‘creepy shadow’ to latch on to her. Then the light being / higher self reminded me “just a little light will do”. She projected just 1 little light ray at the creepy thing. I truly did not believe this would work. To my surprise the creepy thing began shrinking rapidly, it actually began looking ridiculous. It got so tiny, that I laughed. It was then a dot and then nothing. Now, I get this, a little light is powerful enough to destroy darkness. Most people know this. My point is that I got it deeply. Putting the light in ‘me’ didn’t work because the light needed to touch on my environment / energy around me – which was also me. I was overwhelmed by this revelation. I had been afraid …of nothing.
I still have some unanswered questions though like how had it (negativity) turned into a form I could see?
Anyway, this golden being then took me to see my other doppelgangers. I was excited at first thinking “ this is great –it’s much better having a higher self to take me quantum jumping as I get to meet more than one ‘other me”. I was soon disheartened because each ‘other me’ (three) we visited had the same ‘negativity shadow’. One of my ‘other me’s’ had two of these shadows clinging to her. I wanted to stop this journey because it was then, just too much for me. I felt exhausted. I remember thinking “man! I just wanted career direction”. It felt like I had an obligation to see this journey through. My higher self got rid of the ‘negativity’ around my doppelgangers.
This quantum jumping experience was very profound.
I also learnt that the light going through the golden being comes when you are already successful. You can’t get it as it only exists on those who already have it. You have to ‘be’ rather than trying to ‘get’. Every success I have, I must feel gratitude for it, I need to embrace it, hold on to the feeling, and that is the ‘being’. So what I gather from this experience is that I cannot correct my light circulating the way it does – as I saw in my meditation. This light energy can only change the way it circulates as I change. I can’t get it or strive towards it.
I also think that maybe we each have signature energy. For instance, I think mine is PEACE. Maybe for others it is JOY. I think I understand a little better now, that Peace is what I have to focus upon. So instead of thinking…what will bring me happiness, I can be happiness by asking ‘does this make me feel calm or at peace etc.
Lastly I have some work ahead of me, as I have not met my successful doppelganger but I have some tools and better insight now to help me.
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