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Plight of the Polar Bears?

March 15, 2013 in Uncategorized

Today my guide showed me a little white flower the kind that grows from rock surroundings.  I asked what it meant and was told ‘fragile beauty’ and shown animals of Earth.  The animals on earth are beautiful and yet fragile.  And that is all animals …pets and wildlife…but in particular our wild life.  The Polar Bears are leaving this world soon…it is a collective agreement and is their purpose to become extinct or leave Earth.  Their purpose is to awaken the world thus make a difference to how we – the human race allow certain things to happen to Earth.    The Polar Bears are being guided right now via animals from the spirit realm and others, and have understood their time to become extinct is to follow.   This includes Polar Bears in Zoo’s as well.   I am humbled and saddened by this message and am unsure if it was ever their purpose or just now it has become their purpose.  I feel strongly that it is now their purpose.

 

 

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Kundalini and the Chakras.

February 17, 2013 in Uncategorized


Kundalini and the Chakra System.

If you think of portals what comes to mind.  For me it brings up ‘doorways’ to someplace else.  When it comes to the chakra’s that each person possesses, I’d like you to think of chakras as doorways or portals.    Once you start working with your chakras it is important to understand you are opening doors that will have an impact on your life.  Both positive and negative.  The negative though is in a sense a positive if you understand that the negativity you may experience is really about clearing any old patterns such as self sabotage etc that you may be holding on to.

 

There is a lot more to the chakra system than what I am going to share but I’m starting off with the basics and what I have learnt.   The most common chakra system known to the average person is that we have 7 chakras or portals.  There is actually more chakra’s than this though.      If you want to know about your chakra and learn how to clear or open them, then it is even more important that you educate yourself on Kundalini energy and also read what you can about the chakra system coming from an Indian/Hindi perspective.    The Indian knowledge goes back thousands of years..and is well documented.  Otherwise you could also learn what you can about the ‘holy spirit’.

What is Kundalini?

Kundalini is energy and enlightenment.  Kundalini happens when chakras are open (usually).  Kundalini is what a lot of people such as gurus spend years trying to obtain.   Kundalini is in every human being although is in a dormant state and usually stays asleep one’s entire life.  It can awaken via meditation, yoga, opening chakra’s, via grace of god…think of the holy spirit and what you know about it.  Simply put Kundalini is a powerful energy within you already.

Kundalini awakening is just that…you become awake; you notice the dream world or reality you have been living in and may feel bliss or despair.  If you are naturally happy and spiritually aware when Kundalini opens then you are more likely to feel bliss.  On the other hand if you unintentionally awaken Kundalini before you are ready, you are more likely to suffer from moments of depression, fear and so on because you are not ready to face your truths and the energy is very powerful.

Kundalini is represented by the symbol of ‘a snake’ usually the cobra.   The snake represents ‘energy’.  Universal energy or one’s on true powerful self come alive.     In western society a snake is also represented as a symbol in medical fields.  (Although most people don’t realize or recognize this or relate it to Kundalini).   This can be strange, especially for those people coming from a Christian background and have always viewed the ‘snake’ to be evil because it tricked Eve and then Adam to eat the fruit from the tree which resulted in them waking from their dream world and into a self awareness.    So it is something to be aware of…that there is a chance while working on your chakra that you may awaken this kundalini energy that has always been within you, and that your reality of the world as you know it…will be changed.  There is no going back to sleep.

 

The benefits of Kundalini is the fact that you wake up and see things as they are.   You are more likely to be able to manifest your desires quickly because your energy is strong.   You will find that you will be at peace with yourself and the world and reaching higher states of enlightenment or get that you and everyone else are spiritual beings.

So in the Indian culture Kundalini is most commonly linked to Shakti and Shavi and the serpent.  In the Christian culture it is most commonly linked to the Holy Spirit.  Thus Buddha and Jesus Christ were two beings who were both considered ‘enlightened’.

When I think about the story of Adam and Eve in the bible…symbolically.  It seems a story about a spiritual awakening…or receiving knowledge from the universe, higher self/ source or in other words biting fruit from the tree.  Once receiving the information, or becoming aware of something – you may be full of fear or full of acceptance depending on where you are at spiritually.     Awaking Kundalini either partially or fully will require you to see or face things about yourself or the world that you may or may not be able to handle.   Adam and Eve were unable to handle that they were naked.  Or in other words they were unable to accept their vulnerabilities or see the real them.    Thus they were unable to see God in all glory or themselves in the same manner.

The Chakra’s.

Most commonly known is that we have 7 chakra’s or spinning wheels or portals .  These chakras cannot be seen with the human eye or any human devices as yet.  It can be seen or felt via the third eye / intuition.

The chakras are usually fine and need nothing done to them if you live a healthy balanced life…such as eat and exercise daily, have a happy attitude, accept and then deal with problems you face rather than avoid problems and so on.   When you don’t live in this way (which is mostly everyone at various times in their life) then your chakras can begin to get dirty or blocked or closed off.

Each of the seven chakras represents an aspect of life and is located or runs along the spinal cord.

The first chakra known as the root chakra is located around the groin area.   This area is also where Kundalini energy lies dormant.  Awaking kundalini energy is not easy…it requires a lot of spirituality type of work such as meditations and so on.    The root chakra is the colour red.  This chakra is all about grounding one self.    This chakra is about the physical usually, such as material wealth, balanced lifestyle etc.   If you are struggling financially and never have enough then most likely this chakra is blocked.

 

Questions you can ask yourself based on the root chakra:

Do I have a stable living environment?

How do I handle situations that go wrong?

Do I have abundance (money, friendships, love etc) in my life?

 

The second chakra known as the sacral chakra and is the colour of Orange.    It is located below the navel.   This chakra is linked to emotions such as how you deal with things but also your vibrations.  For instance if you live mainly from a high vibration such as love or a low vibration such as fear or anger.   This chakra also deals with your creativity and passions.    Lastly it is also linked to relationships with yourself, others like partner, family, co-workers.    Thus there is a lot associated with this chakra.

Questions you can ask yourself based on the sacral chakra:

Where am I emotionally?  (Are my emotions stable or usually all over the place)

Where am I vibrationally? (Do I usually see things positively or negatively?)

Am I living my passion…do I know my purpose?

Am I focused or do I find it difficult to focus or complete things?

Can I say I have supportive relationships in my life?

Do I feel blocked when it comes to relationships?

 

The third charka is known as the Solar Plexus Chakra and is located between the lower ribcage and above the navel area.   This chakra is Yellow.    This chakra is all about ‘personal power’.   This is whether you take action and go after your dreams.  Whether you believe in yourself thus I guess this is one of the places your beliefs are held (for some people)…in this area of your body.

Questions you can ask yourself based on the Solar Plexus Chakra:

Do I believe I can change my life?

Do I struggle with taking action?

Do I have high self esteem or low self esteem?

 

The forth chakra is known as the Heart Chakra and is located in the center of the chest.  This chakra is Green.    When you think about the ‘heart’ symbolically what comes up for you.  The heart chakra is about compassion, love that is pure and so on.   The ‘heart’ to me from what I have learnt and experienced is all about coming from a place of non judgmental mentality.    When you are not judging you must be coming from a place of acceptance or compassion.  If your coming from a place of  compassion then you must be coming from a place of non judgmental love…at that moment in time.

So when you think about the heart chakra…it is most commonly thought of as either being open, partially open and active or the other way around …damaged, inactive or closed.

Questions you can ask yourself based on the Heart Chakra:

Do I like helping others?

When was the last time I helped another being?

Am I more open minded or more closed minded? (how do I react to changed or new situations for instance).

The fifth chakra is known as the Throat Chakra and is located in the throat area.  This chakra is Blue.    This chakra is all about communication on various levels.   Such as standing up for oneself.  Listening to intuition.   Expressing  feelings.  How well we can communicate our truth to others without causing damage to another being or our self.

Questions you can ask yourself based on the Throat Chakra:

Which do I mostly do…bottle up my feelings or express my feelings? (in both happy or sad experiences).

Am I in touch with my intuition or gut feelings and express them via taking action or speaking? (in other words do I speak my personal truth).

Is there some thought or feeling I’ve held on to for a while that has not been expressed?

 

The sixth chakra is known as the Brow Chakra and is located between the eyebrows.   This chakra is purple.    This chakra is all about psychic stuff.  The most common thread that most spiritual guru’s will state is that every human being is born intuitive or has ‘instinct’, but not all beings are able to hear or follow their intuition or gut feelings for a variety of reasons such as upbringing.

Questions you can ask yourself based on the Brow Chakra:

Am I intuitive / do I believe I am capable of having instincts that can warn me or help me?

Am I able to identify circumstances in my life that come from a moment of hearing, sensing or following intuition?

Have I ever acted on a feeling, notion etc?

 

The seventh chakra is known as the Crown Chakra and is located at the top of the head.  This chakra is White.    This chakra is all about how connected one feels to the universe, god, or spiritually.   Basically whether you believe or feel connected to a higher source which can also be your higher self.

 

Questions you can ask yourself based on the Crown Chakra:

Do you see yourself as not only a human being but a multidimensional being such as a spiritual being, or made from energy/electricity, have an aura, etc ?

Are you actively looking for answers regarding life etc?

How connected do you think you are to spirituality or God etc?  Is there a connection?

 

There is a lot more to the seven chakra’s above, this is merely an overview.  There are also more chakras but these seven are just for starters.

Now that you know some things about the chakras you may be wondering what now?

If you think you may need some clearing up of certain chakras.   Know that just by doing some of the things that represent that particular chakra will help to clear it up.  For instance if you feel that your throat chakra is blocked then taking the time to express your feelings will help to unblock this chakra.

 

Otherwise what you can do…is spin your chakras…(there are also other ways besides spinning them).   This comes down to visualizing or just putting the intention out there…to spin your chakras.   When your chakra is spinning you want to imagine that it is clearing away negativity or opening up / expanding…becoming brighter.    You want to work on one chakra at a time.  I recommend doing this intuitively regardless of whether you think you are intuitive or not.    For instance know the colour of the chakra first then close your eyes and ask …what colour is ….chakra or what state is this chakra?  Wait a moment if nothing comes up or, take usually the strongest feeling / impression you receive.

 

Another thing you could do…is draw and colour a circle or just start drawing (doesn’t have to be a circle).  For instance if you were concentrating on your Heart Chakra…draw a circle and colour it in instinctually…either the correct colour in this instance…green…and see if you feel drawn to either – darken or lighten the colour green or feel compelled to add another colour/s.     Know that the chakras are separate yet connected.  So you may find that you colour your heart chakra green but feel compelled to add a red line or colour half of it black etc.

When I do a reading for a person…I might see their heart chakra as ‘green’ but then it turns ‘white’.   This could mean different things but intuitively I can work out whether it means the person feels ‘frozen or numb’ or the total opposite …the person is infused with love.

Other ways of balancing / working with your chakra can be through sound, prayer, yoga etc.

 

You are welcomed to add any other information or experiences you have about chakras.  If you have any questions, feel free to ask them.

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Happy new year and new pathways

January 6, 2013 in Uncategorized

As we enter 2013 the Aquarian age it will become much easier to tune into and work on whatever is holding us back from achieving our desires.   It is the perfect time to go beyond ‘your new year’s resolutions’ and instead identify ‘conclusions’ that have impacted on who you are presently.  ‘Conclusions’ allows you to take off the blindfolds you have been wearing.

 

For instance if you have been struggling finding employment and your resolution for 2013 is to ‘get a job’ then take it one positive step further and identify what ‘conclusions’ you have about your ability to get a job…such as – ‘too many people going for the same job, I don’t have the confidence, I just don’t have what it takes, my family – if only they would support me or leave me alone, and so on’.

 

By taking off the blindfolds or seeing these conclusions… you can start to see the paths that were once hidden from you.   For instance…If you don’t think you have what it takes to get a job, then change your resolution from ‘getting a job’ to the newly revealed path of ‘being bold and courageous’.   So when your applying for a job you don’t need to focus on ‘getting the job’ but just focus on being your courageous self.  Ask yourself ‘am I feeling courageous, Am I acting with bold intent?’   What is really significant about setting these new pathways from the conclusions you have had is a sense of your own inner power and not relying on outside circumstances.  You are your source of income not the job…so to speak.

 

If your resolution is to ‘make friends’ then take off the blindfolds and see the new path…perhaps the pathway is to ‘be a friend’ in order to achieve your desire.  Again this enables you to work from within rather than relying on others outside of you.

 

If your resolution is to ‘be confident’ then identify the ‘conclusions’ you have about being confident and take off the blindfolds.   Maybe the pathway to confidence requires you to do something once a week to make you feel good about you.  For instance treating yourself to a coffee with a friend where you get to vent once a week or spoiling yourself in some way.   So instead of stating your new year’s resolution is to be confident – make it that your pathway is to spoil yourself once a week by doing….(fill in the blank).

 

After viewing what my conclusions are for this year I have found that I don’t want to fail in various aspects and in various ways.    This would mean not trying and choosing to give up.  But I don’t want to give up.  All of 2012 I spent 3-4 hours a week listening to guest speakers on Darius’s show.    I wouldn’t have learnt how to start a website without it – it was the quantum jumping that gave me the inspiration to start theBIGjournal.  I was lucky to be given access to the quantum jumping and Christie Marie’s program when they were doing the $1 try deal.  I wouldn’t have learnt to truly set some goals for myself – although slowly – little steps such as making the decision that I wanted to become intuitive and perhaps go in that direction career-wise.  (Every guru on the show has basically said that the accession would enable people to become more intuitive).  I decided I’d find out for myself.   It’s true…I have become more intuitive to the point I have done some paid readings for people in various countries.    How did I become more intuitive…by listening to the show and receiving the meditations and activation’s that were offered for free.    The meditations usually dealt with getting closer to your higher self etc.   It helped you become more intuitive if that is your intention, or helped bring peace, or life purpose and so on.

 

So why am I feeling both anxious and excited?  Around December things have been happening that I couldn’t quite believe but yet could.  The closer you are on the right track I guess things such as gifts start coming in.    Firstly I realized I needed a mentor regarding honing in my intuitive abilities and couldn’t get it out of my mind that it should be an already successful psychic.  I haven’t had any psychic training only what have learnt on Darius show.   (I’m telling you – anyone can become very intuitive).   I checked out sites and boy the training is expensive.  Then I stumbled across a website offering free scholarships and yaa now I have a mentor.

 

I’ve also thought about getting a life coach.  This is something I would never ever have thought about before.  I just knew I needed a mentor.  I am now working with a business, life and entrepreneur coach.    I feel truly on track but anxious too….am I really on track or just kidding myself (fears) . I’m totally realistic – I know no one can do anything for me so I expect the year is going to have challenges.  I know as a coach/mentor he will be on my back and holding me accountable.  So I’m excited yet scared.  I’m not sure what I am afraid of except perhaps that it’s ‘change’.    It’s ….will it really change my life?

 

So I thought about the conclusions I have and saw my pathway ahead.  It is to live courageously and take courageous steps.    This is my goal.  When I’m feeling scared and anxious about these changes going on (good changes) I stop for a moment, get a paper or visualize paths before me.  One path has a road sign ‘fear’.  Another path has sign ‘anxious’.  Another sign has ‘be courageous’.     I don’t want to go down the path of fear or anxious.  I’ll take the ‘courageous’ path – in hindsight – it is a lot easier.

 

I hope you have found this post helpful.   If you have made resolutions or if you thought to yourself ….’Well let’s hope 2013 will be better than 2012’ etc…that is a resolution too.  I urge you to find the conclusions and choose a more positive pathway….the pathway that requires you to work from within rather than from outside of you.   Just thinking about ‘courageous’ gets me excited and totally changes my energy.  

 

I’d love you to share your new pathway.  Hey I will do a reading for you for free…just send an email via contact form with a specific question and either a photo of yourself…or if not comfortable with that then a brief discription of you…such as hair and eye colour and build. That’s it.

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What is the Quantum – Kenji Kumara

December 30, 2012 in Uncategorized

Quantum Lightweaving
Kenji Kumara

So what is Kenji Kumara all about?   What exactly is Quantum Lightweaving?

Well Kenji spoke about his past experiences with stress due to his business not taking off after years of hard work, wanting to give it all up, worrying about where his next pay cheque would come from and so on.   According to Kenji, the ‘quantum’ is more about embodying a ‘state’ rather than processes or techniques.  Of course you need processes and techniques and Kenji gives you these tools…but the ‘quantum’ is about ‘being in a particular state’.

 

Ask yourself what kind of state is your life in at the moment.   Where are you at?   A ‘state’ according to Kenji has certain effects.   You could be in a sad state or satisfied state.   The ‘quantum’ is about being in a state of bliss, or being in the flow, experiencing ease with life, feeling connected to self and experiences.    The ‘quantum’ is a unified meditative field.  These are two different aspects but work together.

 

Meditation is a way that can help ‘you’ to enter the ‘quantum’.  Meditate regularly – you get to experience the ‘quantum’ on a more sustained basis.  Lastly the desired ending result is to get to a point where being in the ‘quantum’ becomes more and more a part of your natural daily life.    You start to feel the ‘quantum or bliss’ for longer periods of time.

Kenji points out that this ‘quantum or state’ can be seen in various teachings.  In Christianity, the quantum would be the highest heaven.  Buddha the quantum is ‘all that is’.  Hindu philosophy for instance Krishna – the quantum comes down to a state of ‘oneness’.  Regarding young people today, the quantum can be thought of as being ‘in the zone’, for instance when we are feeling good, we are in the zone.

 

Tips from Kenji.

1)  To help get you closer to the ‘quantum’, it’s important you don’t overreact to things.     When we overreact, we become upset, depressed and end up being in a state of low energy.  All these things take us out of the ‘quantum’.   Emotions are not you….so detach from your emotional body, detach from tribal consciousness (Tribal consciousness I guess can be viewed as values or thoughts and feelings that society says are right such as stress…  it’s good to have stress in your life sometimes).    Well if you want to experience being in the quantum for longer periods of time, then stress needs to be eliminated.  Stress is not a natural state.  We are spiritual beings.

 

2)  We didn’t come to earth to experience stress.   We are here to learn and receive love.  We are not here to do a certain thing….it is not about winning the game.   So although we may want to have success in our careers for instance…it is not what we have come here to achieve.  We are here to experience love and to give love.   So you can go hard with your career but remember your core is to base your ‘state’ on the foundations of being love.   So stop that game of having to win at something and instead be the flow and let spirit guide you.   When you are in the quantum, you are willing to be in a place where you may not always know what is ahead of you.

 

3)  Money reflects our self-esteem.   When you do what you came here to do – express love…money flows.   So change jobs if it’s stressful or cut down your hours.  Or change your attitude so that you find how your career can be used to give and receive love.   So be aware of how much you are in your flow and how much you are not.

 

4)  Indigo children and people who read the thoughts and emotions of others tend to withdraw from people and life as a coping mechanism.   Please do not take on other people’s emotions and thoughts.   If you tend to tune into other people’s energy fields you are to tell them what you are sensing from them objectively and compassionately.  Say what you see without giving a lecture.   So don’t withdraw from the world.  Your gift is that you are able to enable people to hone in to their own current state thus bringing them closer to the ‘quantum’.

 

5)  Everyday ask the universe, God or your guides for your next step.   Ask for what you are able to receive.  Always include in your ‘asking’, what you can actually receive and no more than that.  Otherwise you may be overloaded with information and become overwhelmed.   You should always take steps or do things in a gentle way.   Gentle is powerful and wise.   So the gentle theory is significant – it’s about getting into a ‘state’ of not being demanding of yourself when asking for your next step.

 

6)  The more aware you become the more responsibility you have for the world.    The responsibilities could be coming from a more compassionate space or caring for others without being a mother to them.

 

7)  For healers – it is not about saving others.   We are here to save ourselves thus we save others automatically.    The highest level of healing is one’s own presence.   Your presence shifts the environment.

 

8)  How to connect with spirit guides when in the quantum.   Take 7 breathes and imagine meditating behind your physical heart and then manifest your  guides by asking them to come through.  You can ask for any guide….they could be angels, beings from another system, higher dimensional beings from inside our earth, a healing guide, a business guide, any kind of guide that you need.   Meditate in stillness (be quiet and don’t force anything) and allow a connecting.

 

(How you connect is different for everyone….some may see their guides, some may feel them, some may hear something such as buzzing etc…but you will notice something.    Accept by being open to the fact that guides will connect with you using your strongest connection method.  It’s similar to learning styles; some of us are more visual while others are more kinesthetic).

 

Once connected ask for help in a particular situation and sit with that.   When finished thank them.   Whatever you get from it…..it’s important or helpful to then let it go…meaning don’t go into a thinking mode so don’t analyze it.

 

Lastly give it sometime to manifest into physical reality.  You received information / insight from another dimension so it does take some time to manifest in our current dimension.

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Kenji Kumara – Quantum Lightweaving.

December 29, 2012 in Uncategorized

Kenji Kumara

 

What can I say about Kenji except that he has pretty powerful ‘activations’ otherwise known as meditations.  His work is called ‘Quantum Light Weaving.   He serves as an awakener and facilitator for new earth energy ’.

 

When I first listened to Kenji, I slept right through his ‘activation’.   The next time I listened to him I drifted in and out.  Some people do fall asleep during meditations – for me though it is unusual, so that’s how I knew my mind was aligning or prepping for Kenji’s stuff.   I have two experiences to share about what happened during his meditations.   I will share one of them now and the other as soon as I write it.

 

This might be hard to believe but during this meditation that Kenji took listeners through…I actually travelled to a particular place that I realised at a later date was most probably the Akashic Records.

Library

The Akashic Records is considered the place where information about every human being is stored.  This information contains past lives, future lives, soul groups and so much more.  It is believed this is where intuitive people like psychics get information.    I’m pretty certain anybody can access their own Akashic Record.   Accessing other people’s record… ‘No’ unless you know how to – using a guide.

 

 

Well I found myself following Kenji’s meditation and then the next thing, I found myself in a place similar to a library or book store.     I was handed a book that had my name on it.  As soon as the book was in my hands, the pages started turning really fast so that I could see that there was all this ‘content’ about me in it, but I was unable to read any of it (and it didn’t occur to me to stop it…I just felt a bit annoyed).

 

Although I was unable to read anything in it…I just knew it contained information about my past lives, present and future.    Then the book closed and opened again.  This time, I watched as a hand that I couldn’t see but knew was there, began to tear pages out of the book.   Then the book was shown to me again and this time as the pages turned fast I could see they were now blank.   I understood then, that there is stuff in this book like past, present, future but also it could be wiped away or recreated.     I then realized that the past, present and to an extent the future that was in this book was linked.   I mean that some of my past lives were linked to my present life and future life.

 

 

It was now that I recognized that I was with guides or angels of this place.   I turned to my side and it dawned on me they had always been there…I just hadn’t noticed.   One of the beings was very tall and white clothed or white light…I couldn’t tell.  I felt that he stayed here or belonged to this place.

 

I was given a key and I didn’t know what I was supposed to do with it.  I was shown to use it to unlock my heart.  The key went to some place behind my heart.   It felt like there were many locks to open.   Then it felt like a door had been released and all this dark matter poured out.   I was aware that the ‘matter’ was ‘this life’s pain and various / particular past lives.    I was stunned as I had no idea that these past lives were stored inside me.  One of them I found (traumatizing) I could not link with at all.    I could not see how it had any links with my present life.    What was this past life?  It was basically a witch hunt.  I was tied up and seemed to be burning or about to be burned.   A large crowd was watching.  I was instantly like….”no who me? Accused of being a witch…I don’t think so”.   As soon as I had thought that, the very next thought that entered my mind was “presently in this life you are attracted to spiritual development”.   Then I was like ‘whoa!’

 

 

The guides then showed me something that is hard for me to explain because I don’t quite get it (the process).  Basically every person that was there while I was burning became linked from then on – meaning other life times.  I don’t get how or why.    It is something to do with the ‘energy or emotions’ at that moment when we were all gathered  – it is stored inside you and stays with you through various life times until it is so deeply entrenched inside you,  that you have no inkling or can even fathom that it is a part of your history or karma.

 

I didn’t recognize anyone from that crowd – back then and presently.   My guide told me to look into the crowd.  So I did…I kept looking into the crowd until I spotted someone staring straight at me.   He was traumatized.    I instinctively knew he carried this trauma throughout his lives.   I did not actually recognize him and I didn’t know if he was familiar to me only that I felt he was family.     The guide then showed me one of his lives to show me how trauma carries on with the person having no idea.   They showed me ‘him’ in I think must have been the 1960’s or 1970’s.

 

He was a teenager and he was heavily into drugs and I felt he died young.    He felt like someone I knew but couldn’t grasp who.  The guides told me to look closer.  Although different face –  I recognized him as an ex lover from my present life…a few years back though.   He had a drug problem in this life too.     I realized then that his parents presently were actually in the crowd from ‘witch burning time’.     I was beginning to understand the connections.    I felt the guides doing some clearing with him and his parents in this life…it looked like the energy around them was being cleared.   I asked why they weren’t clearing them.  They pointed out that their environment needed to be cleared first.    I was overwhelmed with feelings of love and understanding for my ex and his parents.

 

Prior to this meditation I had not thought of my ex in years.  When I first met him which was over the phone…although I could not stand his voice…I felt compelled to meet him.  This was something I would never do…meet a total stranger.  I went to his house…and had to walk into the house as no one came to the door…that was wide open.  When I saw him…I was instantly attracted to him.   I did not though felt like I knew him – it wasn’t that kind of instant attraction.  It was like pure lust kind of attraction and it was vice versa.  It took every ounce of stamina in my body to keep my hands off of him.   And I knew he felt the same way…I could just tell from the first glance when our eyes met.    This was a bad relationship….he had a drug problem and I was prior to meeting him shy etc.  Lots of stuff came out for each one of us to deal with like clinging, possessiveness, depression etc and then a bad break up which resulted in the two of us meeting three more times – not to get back together but just to heal from the way we broke up.   This was a difficult relationship to get out of for both of us.

 

 

I was then led towards another room in this library.  I naturally assumed I would be entering a light filled room because I was accompanied by angelic type guides.     Well, the room was dark.   It was an extremely long narrow room (I could not see the end of this room).    It was a little bit wider than having my arms stretched out – side of me.  Stacked alongside the walls on either side of me – were boxes like crates.   I could see inside these wooden boxes.  Each contained a skeleton and cobwebs.   They weren’t coffins but crates – like the skeleton had its arms wrapped around its knees that were at its chest.    Now I should have freaked out….because it is kind of scary right!   I was not afraid at all.  I totally trusted the guides with me.   I realised pretty quickly this room was very important.    I can’t remember how but the boxes which were locked were opened…I remember a key…not sure if same one used for unlocking my heart.    The skeletons fell or dropped out kind of, and then began fading.  Still I was unafraid.

 

Every crate in this room began opening.  This room was long (miles and miles) that I couldn’t see all the way down but I knew crates were opening.    That’s when I got it…the length of the room had to do with all the years…the past lives.  The skeletons and cobwebs represented what I’ve locked deep down inside of me (experiences from past lives)…and were now limiting me.    So each skeleton was an incident not a whole past life.  The thing was…as these skeletons were being cleared…I saw that they went somewhere.  This surprised me as I assumed they just disappeared.

 

 

It seemed like they evaporated and joined the universe that was shown to me as night sky or space.  When they were then there (night sky)…they / it became like a memory for learning…so the universe did not destroy it…but it was now like data….data that alerted other people who were in similar or heading a similar path to my past could now download as information to ensure they do not make same choices I had made.   Eventually the data in the universe would become nothing as more people learnt etc and less people chose this path…thus data no longer required to be learnt by others.   This must be what it is like for everyone then.  We all have data.

 

 

I can’t remember what happened next…not because I wasn’t conscious…I am always fully conscious during meditation…I don’t remember some stuff because I don’t write it down right away.    BTW sorry about my vocab…I seriously need to find more words for ‘realize’.

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Masshur Anam – Morphic Fields and moving towards accession.

December 16, 2012 in Uncategorized

Mashhur Anam

 

About a month ago I don’t think I would of believed a lot of what Mashhur had to say, except that I had an experience during meditation where an energy type being from Orion appeared,  and for that reason I was hungry for more information.    Well of course, the next thing….I discover Mashhur.  I’ve listened to him about 3-5 times and I thought I should listen to him some more before writing about my experiences with him because his stuff was a lot for me to process but I decided not to wait as he is currently airing on  Daruis’s site at the moment.   If you feel like you resonate with what he says and want to listen to him, you can click on the link on here or further down the page.   If you miss the call don’t worry Darius usually puts replays back on.

Mashhur speaks about how we are souls that were created from the Central Sun.  This is not our Earth’s sun.   As souls we have made many journeys to Earth meaning past lives.   Along our many journeys to Earth, we have stopped at places in the galaxy such as Orion and Maia.  These are Stars.      Because we made stops to places like Alceyon, Orion, Maia etc we have always had a connection to them.  If you will – think of such Stars/Sun as a particular consciousness.  The energy of these stars and sun is one of joy and ease.   Their role is to help us transform from our current 3rd dimensional reality to the 5th dimensional.

 

Solar Sun is our Earth’s sun.  Our sun holds the consciousness or energy of neutrality and non judgment.   By spending time each day (10-30 minutes) absorbing the sun’s ray or visualizing the rays, we begin to align with the Sun’s energy.  This energy is important to help us transform during the accession.

 

Alceyon Star is considered to be located in the Taurus system.   This is also where the Pleiadian Star resides.       The consciousness of Alceyon contains information about our goals, our soul’s purpose, and our vision.    Alceyon holds a holographic blue print for a new humanity.   Our present humanity is considered to be moving into the ‘Accession Age’.    In the past we have had the Stone Age, Middle Ages, Industrial Age and so on.   Alceyon helps us to make ‘transformation of self and planet’ accessible when we connect to this star.   Alceyon holds an energy that is playful and joyful.  That means that transformation should be a joyful experience.

 

Maia Star – Maia’s consciousness holds new ideas and options.   This star is important for rejuvenation.   Transformation happens for those needing healing.   This is probably the energy those who have experienced rapid healing have connected to.  This is the energy or star that people who are in the field of healing should connect with because Maia holds key information that healers can use or connect with.

 

Orion – is a constellation that most people have heard of.   Mashhur believes many of us (our souls) came through Orion or have stopped at Orion on our way to earth.   Throughout history a lot of people have stories about Orion.  For instance Native Americans talk about Orion as the place of the Star people.     Orion has three powerful stars.   When you connect and work with Orion you transcend your space and time (such as the 3rd dimension we are currently in) and are able to ‘integrate the accession’ vibration.   The accession vibration is basically what all the talk about 2012 has been about.   It’s about the world speeding up and leaving a 3rd dimension reality and quickly passing through 4th dimension and straight into the 5th dimension.    A lot of spiritual gurus are saying that we basically whizz pass the 4th dimension.

 

Orion is considered to embody pure crystalline vibration.    So you need to think of Orion as a magical place (think unicorns and fairies) filled with information.   Orion holds that type of energy.   Orion is energy where ‘anything’ is possible.   So this star holds a lot of information about our origin.   When you can fully embody Orion’s energy, you easily integrate the accession currently taking place in the world.

 

How –  you might be wondering?

Orion transforms your thought patterns (a-ha, now I get why ‘anything is possible’ since what you think creates your reality) so that you never face challenges again.    This star makes issues disappear.   What this means is that you don’t look at problems like you use to.   Integrating with Orion’s energy, you are able to face issues as soon as they pop up by understanding the root causes of them.  You are able to quickly dissolve these issues because your vibration rises extremely high.   This is because you are no longer using thought processes that belong in the 3rd dimension.  You are using thought processes that come from the 5th Dimension.

As an example, Mashhur points out that the word ‘abundance and its process’ are not understood by many people in the world because it is actually a 5th dimensional word.  It holds 5th dimensional vibration.   What you believe is true as an example.   So this is why people are unable to attain abundance.

 

Central Sun Matrix –This Sun holds the strongest light.  There are four lights.

Golden Alpha – beginning of the new.

Golden Omega – dealing with completion.

Golden Feed – divine change/transformation.

Golden Infinity – combining the processes.

I guess they all work together.  There is nothing else I can say about the Central Sun Matrix as this is something you wouldn’t connect to until you have worked your way through the others.  So this Sun is way too powerful to access without preparing for it.

 

So I don’t know how you – the reader, are getting on with this information.  It is still kind of new to me.     Basically Mashhur is saying that as we go through the ‘accession’ we can no longer use 3rd dimensional modalities.

 

He gives an example of our current modalities.  If you can imagine ‘your life’ is playing on a television screen.  Let us say that ‘your life sucks’ is playing on the screen.  You can put flowers around the screen.  Add some happy type of pictures in frames on top of the television set; speak affirmations towards the screen and so on.   The thing is that, despite these modalities you have used – what is playing inside the television is still your life story, which might be a horror film.     So he is saying we are using external stuff or 3rd dimensional tools to help us.    Third dimensional tools are not going to help us when we are almost in the 5th Dimensional reality.   In the 5th dimension we will go internal and will seek less external stuff by going straight to our sources such as Orion and Maia which are energies. So I guess he is saying that those who continue to struggle will do so because they are still in the 3rd dimension.     You could think of it as people in the industrial age living in the technological age.   Some of those in the industrial age will get that the energy or world’s consciousness has moved forward and thrive, while others will refuse or not understand and won’t be able to thrive or even survive.

 

OK now on to the other stuff he talks about such as Morphic fields, Vision Boards and the Rings of Harmony.     As I listened to him explain Morphic Fields I couldn’t help thinking that it is what every self-development or spiritual guru speaks of but he has just renamed it.  I don’t know, I guess it comes down to personal opinion.

 

 

Morphic Field – is a field where a group of people have plugged into a certain belief thus a certain type of energy.    Such as Morphic Fields of- Fear, I can’t, Success, Joy and so on.   If we take the recession happening at the moment….millions of people around the world are plugged into this Morphic Field.  It thrives on the energy of “I can’t get a job or there are not enough jobs, so I better hold on to mine”.     Because millions are plugged into this particular Morphic Field it makes the field strong and allows it to continue taking place.   A Morphic Field of say one thousand people is not going to have as much impact as larger ones – on the world.

 

 

So we need to unplug from this Morphic field and plug into another such as the Morphic fields of successful people like Oprah or Richard Branson.  There are successful companies like  BP or Shell.   There are different types of successful people or companies so you need to think about which ones you want to plug into.  Ones that take care of others and our planet or ones that don’t.   Too many people are plugged into the wrong Morphic Fields.

 

An example – a person cannot seem to heal.  What Morphic Field would she be plugged into? 

She could be plugged into the field – pharmaceutical companies aren’t interested in enabling people to heal completely.

 

What can she do?

Unplug from that Morphic Field and plug into a new Morphic Field such as those who have healed completely, healing or health gurus, Buddha.

One way you can plug in is to identify what you are already plugged into, unplug (using visualization or thinking it) and then plug into new field (again through visualization or intention).

 

So the Morphic Fields can be thought of as a collective consciousness held by a group.  The Morphic Field can be huge if it has a group numbering in the millions or even billions.   For instance religion holds huge Morphic Fields.  There are millions of Catholics and Muslins etc   around the world.   I don’t think I need to talk about the kind of power these Morphic Fields have upon people, politics, and the planet.

 

 

I try to spend time each day in meditation.  During one of these meditation sessions a dog visited me.  I have to say I never really use to believe in animal totems and I can say that I don’t know anything about them, because I haven’t bothered to research it yet.    This dog is one of my spirit guides.  I know why now.  It is to open my mind to how we are all connected – humans, animals, nature, and the planet.

 

While I was listening to Mashhur I couldn’t help think about how we humans are not taking care of our planet, nature and animals…some of which are at the brink of extinction.   Now I get it.  The majority of people are plugged into Morphic Fields that puts the individual above others and the planet.

 

 

Around the world people are competing with nature and animals for land.

More houses are being built in areas where animals live.    Like people in Florida who have homes in swamp areas where crocs have always lived.  Where these crocs suppose to go?

Who cares because we are more important right?

People in India and Africa put up with Lions and Elephants coming onto their land…except these animals have lived in this habitat for years.

 

There is a clash.  Who or what is more important?    Who should leave?  In other words without even realizing it, our collective field is stating….’who should become extinct’?    This is actually a Morphic Field that all 80ish% of the world’s population have plugged into.  The Morphic Field of ‘humans matter and nature doesn’t’.    To unplug from this field…people would have to plug into a field where all life matters.  A lot of people are not ready or are very unwilling to plug into this other Morphic Field.   If I bought a nice big house in Florida would I be willing to move house to make or share space with nature and crocs?   So I guess this is why Mashhur talks about needing to connect to the Sun firstly, in order to be in an energy consciousness that contains neutrality and being non-judgmental.

 

 

Natural Disasters -   I had to think about whether to include what he had to say about natural disasters since a lot of people lose loved ones, their homes, their jobs.   After a vision I received during meditation I could relate somewhat to what he had to say.   He points out that nature knows what it is doing – natural disasters connect people to lower chakras for healing.   .   Chaos happens when the earth or consciousness is moving forward.   Chaos, when confronted and resolved, helps us to keep up with this forward movement.

 

 

The vision board is a tool used to help you unplug.  I think it is very much like visualization except you picture a screen in front of you and watch yourself unplug.

 

The Rings of Harmony is basically that.  A set of rings you can download via visualization or thought.  It is used to protect you especially when just beginning to access one of the Stars such as Maia.   But it isn’t just for that, you can use the Rings of Harmony for any issue you may currently be going through.    The Rings help you to detoxify your Field.   Your field can also be linked to past lives, ancestors, family, friends, media and so on.   I liken this somewhat to imagining a protective white light around you but at same time it is something different.

 

So if you are lacking abundance you would firstly connect with the Solar Sun (not the central sun).  This sun helps us to be neutral and non judgmental.    Imagine the sun’s ray going through you.  Do this every-day for around 10-30 minutes.   When you start connecting to this vibration of neutrality – manifestation starts to happen fast.   From the Sun Consciousness you can transform your life.  The only limitation stopping you would be if you are connected to unhelpful Morphic Fields – so disconnect from them.    The Sun helps us to be non-judgmental so that we can see or hear information that we might otherwise disregard or not be ready to comprehend.

 

 

Here are some examples he helped some viewers with. 

 

A lady asked what she could do about the fact she believed or felt that she could never fit in with others.  She always felt like an outsider so to speak.     He pointed out that she passed through the star Maia thus needed to reconnect with Maia’s energy.   She needed to use the rings of harmony around herself, and all life times on a regular basis.

 

Another person spoke about how they could not lose weight.   He pointed out she needed to disconnect from that Morphic Field and reconnect to another.  He suggested that the word ‘lose’ and its processes belonged to the Morphic Field of ‘losses.   Whenever we lose something we feel bad such as losing money, friendships, jobs etc.   He pointed out connecting to a Morphic Field that relates to ‘donating’ to others.   So, you imagine you are plugged into a field of ‘donating’ and donate food you don’t want your body to hold on to – to another country where famine might be taking place.  So it is about getting or plugging into the right energy or Morphic Field.

 

Another person stated that their intuition had become very strong but she was unable to follow through (interesting as I had this problem).  He suggested releasing density using the Rings of Harmony around one self and one’s past lives.

 

So there you have it.  If anyone wants to add to this or correct anything I might have got wrong, please do.  Like I said I’m still processing this information.  He also talks about holographic programs but I’m not going to go there yet.   Lastly you may be wondering why ‘plug in, morphic fields, stars and suns’ or maybe not hehe.  Mashhur points out because we are in a digital/technological age so to speak.    The age of Iphones, Ipads etc so new tools are required to match the accession.

 

Here is the link to  hear Masshur Anam, you will need to register via email.  It is free to join.

 

 

 

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Christie Marie Sheldon doing her stuff.

December 9, 2012 in Uncategorized

Well, if you have read previous posts you’ll know I really like Christie Marie Sheldon and what she does.  You can find the posts under ‘members stories – manifesting and asking questions.  Below is a fantastic opportunity to get to see Christie Marie in action and tell a little bit about herself.  In this video she talks about energy and how she clears it from people.

CHECK it out…

Energy healing.      Millions of people swear by it, but it’s still by and large a mysterious subject for most.   In this video you’ll see energy healer Christie Marie Sheldon perform energy healing on her clients.

She taps into their energy fields, and removes what she calls “Abundance Blocks”, which are sneaky subconscious thoughts and energy patterns silently sabotaging their lives.

According to Christie, there are 25 main Abundance Blocks in existence – and everyone is held back by at least a few of them.

It could be thoughts unconsciously implanted by your parents like “eating healthy is difficult”.  Or it could even be hidden negative charges cultivated by the media or your mentors.  You won’t believe what happens to these people once their Abundance Blocks are lifted.

Check it out, and prepare to be inspired:  A behind-the-scenes look at a real energy healing session 

 

 

 

 

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Going beyond positivity and flexibility – Emmanuel Dagher.

December 2, 2012 in Uncategorized

Emmanuel Dagher – Going beyond positivity and flexibility.

 

In a previous post I wrote about what Emmanuel had to say about aligning the ego and heart in order to receive messages from your higher self.   This post is about looking at aspects / getting a new perspective on why we sometimes don’t follow through on those ‘a-ha’ moments.    I guess this post is for those people that have issues with procrastination and self sabotage.   The main thing I got from listening to what Emmanuel had to say was this – ‘you can put yourself first or put yourself last, you can make yourself a priority or not a priority’.  Something to consider each time you catch yourself not following through on things you know you should take actions on.    You can spend time struggling with thoughts of ‘I can’t do it, it’s too hard and so on’…..but really it comes down to ‘you’ dropping ‘you’ when you should be putting yourself at the top of the list.    Firstly you can start with accepting these procrastinating or self sabotaging aspects of yourself rather than beating yourself up about this essence of who you are at this time in your life.

 

Going beyond positivity:

A lot of positivity programs focus on you working on fixing what is damaged within you, and in particular finding ways to get rid of your ego.   A person ends up fixing one issue about them and what is really going on when they are ‘fixing’ themselves is a belief that there is something wrong with them. According to a lot of spiritual guru’s such as Emmanuel Dagher and Panache Desai…the goal isn’t about ‘fixing’ what is broken but becoming aware of issues and then accepting this part of you (not fixing it).   So basically you are who you are at this point of time in your life.  For instance you can try to fix your ‘self procrastinating ways’ by taking assertiveness classes, saying positive affirmations (which are good but at same time you are denying you procrastinate) and allowing thoughts to run through your head about how you have to do something to get rid of your procrastination (again denying).    So I’m not knocking positivity here…but it is important to accept who you are…good and bad.    For instance…accept low procrastination…if that is where you are at, and accept with all your heart.  “I know I procrastinate all the time.  I procrastinate that is what I do.  I love my procrastinating ways.  Thank you for showing me where I am at so I can fully own who I am.  I accept my procrastination because it is a part of me and every part of me I love sincerely.  (Seriously you should try this…you will feel your energy lift really quickly, and once you accept you kind of automatically just heal (rather than fixing).

 

….we are all energetic beings.  Everything has vibration.  When there are blocks in our life it is always energetic…usually comes down to not being truly who we are (we deny aspects of ourselves).   Every physical disorder is started from an energy root cause ….if stuff isn’t processed (accepted) or resolved it starts to build up in the body…and the final step is the body telling you via illness…e.g. headache usually down to rigidity e.g. being hard on yourself.  Liver problems usually about not wanting to see or digest something you see in yourself.  Eye problems are usually about what you do not want to face about yourself, others, past, etc.  Although by the time the problem such as eye problems actually comes about the issues that caused it may be long forgotten.  

 

This is where you have a relationship with your heart and ego rather than fighting them.   Most positive courses, because they require you to bring up bad stuff about yourself for fixing…you kind of focus on what is wrong with you…and you may actually start to feel bad about yourself.  So it is counterproductive or doing the opposite of what you were wanting.    When we accept all aspects of ourselves we are telling our mind/ego that it can work with the heart.   Why?  Because we are no longer battling with our ego…we are no longer requiring our ego/child to focus on what is wrong as there is actually nothing wrong with us.   We are giving ego permission to not be protective of us.  Our ego is meant to be the observer of experiences and not the protector of denial.  Denial is the opposite of experiencing.

 

When we are out of ‘mind’ and in the heart, we have ‘a- ha’ moments or find ourselves becoming more intuitive. 

 

We have to try and understand that ‘positivity’ and ‘accepting mind’ are two different things.   One focuses on us denying what is actually ‘true’ about us by diverting our attention to ways of fixing…and the other is about not diverting but actually looking fully at our issue and totally accepting it for what it is…our truth – and there is nothing wrong with this ‘truth’.

 

Going beyond positivity requires going beyond flexibility:

 

In hindsight this seems obvious…that you actually need to be flexible in order to go after what you want – in hindsight.     It is amazing though that it never occurred to me to have an awareness of my ‘flexibility’.     In order to follow through on those ‘a-ha’ moments is more about being flexible and less about positivity.     Emmanuel asked us to think about ‘are we being rigid’ when it comes to how things are meant to pan out.   Do we believe that it has to be ‘this way or that way’ when taking action.

 

Since divine downloads or intuition or a-ha moments come from outside the 3rd dimension why are we expecting to follow through on this divine stuff using 3rd dimensional rigidity.    He suggests that we see the world or taking action on our dreams ‘through the eyes of children’.   Seeing everything as magical is an important step.     When you see the world as magical, rigid flexibility has no place in this world.  It might help to remember that we are spiritual energetic beings having human 3rd dimensional experiences aligning with 4/5 dimensional miracle download experiences.

 

When you are flexible you always make yourself a priority.  You put yourself first.  If you would like to hear more from Emmanuel Dagher or many other great speakers just Click Here.

 

Show the mind how to be flexible mentally, emotionally, physically etc.  For instance by always hearing ego out, accepting it, telling ego – spirit will always take care of me and when your manifesting always end it with…’this or something better now manifests for me’…because this shows the mind how to be flexible.   The mind is then more willing to co-operate with heart since it is allowed to just be an observer and have experiences.

 

Gratitude is another really important aspect of being flexible.  Gratitude equates to what you manifest back to yourself.  What you are most thankful about you focus on, what you focus on (with such heart as gratitude) comes back to you.    This may seem contradictory after I wrote about being thankful for your procrastination.  But it may be hard to get but when you accept your procrastination you are accepting ‘you’ and not actually ‘procrastination’ thus what you attract to yourself is more of ‘you’.  You are not broken.  You are ‘I AM’ presence.     If your focusing on ‘I’ve got to get rid of this and that then that is what you kept ‘attracting’ to yourself, more of what you need to fix, get rid of, this and that.

 

Healing is not about changing anything but remembering who we are.  There is nothing to fix about ourselves….this tells us we are not enough…and away from who we truly are.  So trust the universe who created you…thus you can heal by remembering who you are…and then receive miracles that is from your  I AM self. 

 

Well Emanuel then took us all through an exercise which was about….making peace with the heart and mind.  This enabled us to release stuff that was preventing us from living our lives.

 

First thing he got us to do…was bring in our  I AM consciousness and to enable us to see what the ‘ego’ really was.    The ego is simply that I AM presence that is within us.   He got us to think of the universe creator / intuition and how it has a purpose for ‘ego’.  When we allow the ego to do what it is meant to be doing such as…observe experiences rather than worrying – it aligns…with heart.        He got us to show the mind it was safe to trust the heart….show the mind that it was safe to be, by choosing to accept the mind rather than ignoring it, being hard on it or detesting it.   The ego has its rightful place within us, and with the heart.

 

Other stuff that Emmanuel touched upon:

Mantras:   think outside of the box when wanting to attract abundance.    Mantras have been used for 1000’s of years.  What is it exactly?   It is kind of like affirmations but very different…mantras focus more on I AM presence.  If you automatically shunned this then could your mind be inflexible.  LOL when he brought Mantra’s up my ego did just this…..”mantra’s – I don’t think so!”

Check out utube for clips on mantra ‘being schreem’.

 

Soul mates:

Soul mates – How flexible are you when it comes to soul mates.   Look at the idea that we have more than one soul mate because we have many depending on where we are currently at in our life.  Soul mates can show up as lovers, friends, family, work colleagues, strangers we meet for only a moment in time.   Be open to the fact that where we are energetically in our lives – attracts those soul mates that are also vibrating at the same energetic level.   If we feel less than by not accepting ourselves, we attract similar.

 

What is coming up in 2013:

A collective consciousness shift around being more heart- centered.    More people will want to return to free markets such as giving and receiving in other ways like bartering.    Money is energy; it is just a reflection of where we are at.   Relationships between countries shifting…old mentalities not going to work …..more I feel / a heart centered way of experiencing finances.

 

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How to attain miracles using the ego and heart.

November 26, 2012 in Uncategorized

Emmanuel Dagher– Core Energy Therapy.

I was listening to Emmanuel Dagher and what he had to say about miracles.    I learnt so much new stuff from him about the ‘ego’.  You can click here to listen to the webcast.  If you have missed it, not to worry as the host Darius usually does replays again, so join up so you can receive emails of when he will put replays back on.

Ego versus Heart.

I had been experiencing a frustrating problem prior to listening to Emmanuel’s webinar call.  I had received what I could only describe at the time as ‘divine downloads’….you know, those ‘a-ha’ moments – when you get an idea that completely inspires you and you know at your core being that it is right.

 

If I told you that, across the road was the right job or partner you were looking for…Would you cross the road?   Well this is where I was stuck…I couldn’t cross the street.   Man I tried but it was just too difficult.  I was extremely aware that I was taking baby steps and that I was turning a simple quick action into a long arduous process.   I didn’t understand why I was procrastinating and self sabotaging.  I thought to myself ‘how is this possible?    Surely receiving ‘divine downloads’ meant that I was able to follow through with them?    Emmanuel answered this frustrating problem for me and I totally got it.

 

Firstly….a few things to clarify as there is a lot of information to understand.

 

What exactly do you mean by Divine downloads?

It’s those ‘a-ha’ moments you get.   It’s your intuition.    It’s also thought of as Miracles.

So is divine downloads from outside of oneself or within ourselves?  I used to think it was outside of us but now I realise that it is both.  We cannot get any divine downloads in the world we live in.   Currently we live in the 3rd dimension.  Divine exists in a higher dimension (the 4th / 5th dimension).

But people get divine downloads all the time!  

That’s because  we leave the 3rd dimension,  say through meditation or being very present in the moment…and go to another dimension where we are able to receive divine downloads or intuitive moments.    So all those intuitive moments you’ve experienced…well you left the 3rd dimensional world in order to access them.

The thing is though,  we – ourselves- access the divine, right!  Because the divine is actually always within us, all we did was raise our vibrations in order to step into another dimension.  The ‘devine’ download is really coming from our own ‘God self, higher self or I AM essence’ – that we are only able to access by stepping out of our current 3rd dimensional reality.        It’s like daydreaming or dreaming.  If you’re wide awake you’re in the 3rd dimension yet if you want to access daydreaming or dreaming – you would need to be in a relaxed state (your mind) to go to the dream- dimension.    Yet this day dreaming or dreaming has always been a part of you…it isn’t outside of you but comes from within you, you just had to take certain steps to access this part.

 

So how do you access this divine dimension?

Your ego and heart have to align. In order to be more intuitive your ego has to trust your heart.  So this means that your mind is not threatened by what the heart wants.   When the ego trusts the heart, it ‘makes way’ for the heart to express so to speak, and it is then, that you access divine downloads or in other words access your higher self, your intuitive self,  God self or I AM essence.

 

What is the ego? 

You have to start thinking of the ego or mind as the protector of your well-being.   A child that is very protective when it comes to the relationship.  That’s the thing, you and ego have a relationship…it can be a constant battle where the child is overbearing or it can be a mutual compassionate relationship where the child and you work together.  You may think this is ridiculous…have a relationship with ego…are you nuts?    This took me by surprise too.  But after doing the exercises that Emmanuel took us through…. to do less than have a relationship with the ego   is to deny your own awareness of self.   The ego is already within you and has always been with you.    It is not something you are meant to work at getting rid of.

The ego is thought of as the ‘child’ because of the similarities.   The purpose of the ‘ego or child’ is to experience things.  That is all it is meant to do.  Experiences using all of the five senses (seeing, hearing, tasting, feeling, speaking) like having a cup of tea, eating chocolate, smelling roses, riding a bike, hiking, laughing, crying, and so on ….’experiences’.     This never changes.  The more experiences you give your child access to, the more the child is in its natural state.  Your ego or child thrives on experiences.

Another reason the ego is thought of as the ‘child’ is because naturally you would be kind and forgiving to a child.  Thus you would take the same actions towards yourself, that child part of you.  I guess then it is important to have a balanced lifestyle where you also try lots of new things so that your ego doesn’t have to find experiences in some other way such as ‘mind chatter’.    The less experiences the child/ego gets the more protective it becomes.  The wearier the child becomes of situations or new experiences and sadly cannot trust the heart.

 

What is the heart? 

The heart is thought of as intuition.  The heart is the way, the spirit, how divine communicates through us by accessing what is within us already via taking certain steps such as leaving the 3rd dimension.   It is different to our ego/child but the two needs to be connected…the heart can only work when it accepts the ego self – the observer of experiences, and then the heart is able to  be in its natural state –  intuitive, becoming I AM.

 

How can we tell if our ego and heart are aligned?

It’s when what you do makes your heart sing.   It’s when you put yourself first.  It is when you take steps to start doing or being everything that brings you back to your essence.   Our physical body is the extension of our higher self, I AM essence, God Self, intuitive self.

 

So there you have it.  The ego is the observer that you’re meant to have a relationship with instead of trying to get rid of it.    Allow the ego to thrive in its natural state by having experiences – thus being the observer.     Then we create miracles and trust our intuition.

 

So I haven’t even got to the part about why I couldn’t take steps to follow what my higher self had shown me in one of those ‘a-ha’ moments.     My problem wasn’t that I couldn’t get in touch with my intuition, it was that once I received ‘a-ha’ moments I couldn’t make myself go towards them.   Maybe you’re like that too because I’m hoping  I ‘m not the only person that has not followed through on those divine moments.     Check out my next post which will continue on with what I’ve learnt from Emmanuel Dagher and why we sometimes don’t follow through on that divine download.

 

If you want to read about the meditation experience Emmanuel Dagher took us through where we got to align our ego child and hearts….(this post is getting too long) you can find it under the ‘members stories’ link called ‘Emmanuel Dagher aligning the ego and heart’,  on the website.

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November 19, 2012 in Uncategorized

If I was asked to recommend only one thing you can do for yourself, then it would be, to get into the habit of ‘asking’ the universe for what you want.  Do it everyday…start ‘asking’.   It seems such a simple tool can’t be very effective but I truly believe, asking is the key to a lot of things.   The universe is just waiting for you to ‘ask’.

What I have learnt so far about intuition, guides and archangels, law of attraction, healing, prayer, quantum jumping, beliefs, healing from the heart, manifestation and so on….is this.  Asking is the most powerful of them all.  It’s the conclusion I’ve come to so far.    Of course…you still need the other tools to help you clear stuff but then again it still comes back to YOU asking for clearings/healings etc.  If you need help ‘receiving’ again ….do clearings etc YET here too, you need to ‘ask’ that you can receive clearings.  As you can see…I can’t get over this fact; that it comes back to ‘asking’.

Here’s the thing though, there is a couple of points I want to highlight.

1)  It’s understanding what ‘asking’ is –  because ‘asking’ can kind of seem passive for instance ‘can I have a piece of the pie?’.   The answer is basically a yes or no, or worse – a maybe.   So it is not that kind of asking.  This is tricky to get use to because when I think of asking ….I internally think it’s about help in some way or another.  Either I am needing help or I am offering assistance to another person.  So in the past when I’ve ‘asked’…it has come from a place of desperation ( needing something) or of assisting (wanting to do good for someone else).

So it took me a while to get what ‘asking’ the universe meant.  Asking and stating go together.  So ask but as a statement.  For instance ‘could I have a piece of the pie?’ is asking.   On the other hand, ‘How can I get a piece of the pie? What can I do to get a piece of the pie? I want a piece of the pie please make it happen’  these are more asking/statement types which is how you need to start asking for what you want.  Also another way of ensuring you are asking the right way is to  make sure what your asking for can not be answered with a yes or no.  So asking ‘open questions not closed questions’.

2) I truly believe you will always receive an answer for whatever you have asked for…if you have asked correctly – meaning using the ‘ask/statement/open’ way.    It’s just that you may not realize you’ve been given the answer.  So just ask that you are shown clearly the answer.

3) People, things, situations start happening, it is through others you may get your answer.

4) Time: I think time-wise the answer/s come pretty quick (well in my experience).  It depends on whether you get, that you’ve received an answer.  Also  your answer may actually require you to ask for something else.  For instance after receiving your answer you may realize that there is something else you should ask for.  It could be something that would never have occurred to you to ‘ask’ for.

5) You have to keep ‘asking’ .   Make ‘asking’ a daily habit.   Ask for all sorts of stuff from little things to big things.

Your answer could be ….

Idea/s pop into your head, that at first, you will be like ‘hey, that’s an idea’ but then you may dismiss it (I think this depends on how open you are to listening).   Or you may have an idea that keeps popping up in your mind now and then that emotionally moves you in some way…such as excitement, revelation, daunting, fear, hopelessness, hopeful.  I think the not so great one’s like hopelessness etc only comes about due to not paying heed to the idea/s or taking action upon them when you first got them.  But also, sometimes ‘fear’ can show up as soon as you get an ‘idea’ – so in this case I think the key would be to ‘ask’ for help in overcoming the fear.  Though I believe in the latter case…the universe only gives you what you can actually use or are very capable of doing.

The answer may also come up as a ‘feeling’.  For instance you may have a feeling to do something, go somewhere, speak to someone you know or even someone you don’t know too etc.  You may not know 100% that the ‘feeling’ is your answer but you may have a ‘feeling’ that it is somehow got something to do with what you have asked for.

Another way the answer may come up is that ‘crap’ starts to happen regarding what you’ve asked for.   The issue may seem to go downhill right after you have asked for things to improve.    For instance I asked that an issue about my mother and I got resolved.  Basically she was (and kind of always has been in the past) controlling, always grumpy, judging me on stuff that happened ages ago and bringing them up during conversations, blaming me for things such as her fridge broke down when I stayed the night  as an example,  it was somehow my fault,  constantly comparing me and my siblings…playing favorites (when she was in a mood).   So I was getting pretty stressed including my siblings too –  we always spent the least amount of time  with her as possible, in order to not get into heated arguments.  So we’d pop in to have a cup of tea with her…tolerate her for about an hour and then get out of there.  So I set my statements and asked the universe.  Well loads of crap happened and it was extremely noticeable – the situation actually got worse!    I knew the question had been heard by the fact that she was even more grumpier than usual…even mad!.   So now I was not only having to deal with her grumpiness but now anger.  Well I chose not to ask again because I was confused that the total opposite had happened…things were suppose to get better not worse.   Later on I forgot and asked again…and the exact same thing happened where things got worse.  I finally got it.  The universe was answering my question/statement.  Sometimes issues have to come up and be dealt with in order for it to get better.  It’s like speeding up the process though so you can get what you want as quickly as possible.

Things now are hugely different between my mother and I.   She hasn’t had an episode in months, where previously she usually had an episode daily.   What the universe brought up required me to dig deep and come from a place of love and honesty.  This meant I had to start thinking ‘love’ about my mother. It meant that instead of ‘shutting up’ in order to not let things escalate…I needed to start saying what I thought and felt about her…to her and then rather than take off and come back at a later date (as if nothing had happened), actually stick around.   It meant seeing the beauty in her during the ugliness.   The ugliness was that she said whatever she wanted to say regardless of how hurtful it would be.  The beauty in it…I realized my mother was extremely open about her feelings.  There is beauty in that…saying ‘i bloody hate you…get out of my house’ lol.    I may not agree with her ways of expression but I get she is ‘open’ in expressing herself  so to speak.  Of course I also realized that  things she would say, was really a reflection of how she felt about herself so of course this changed how I reacted towards her – which in turn changed how she chose to express herself.

So this means that sometimes what you ask for requires you to do some work and the universe will bring that ‘work’ right into your face so it can be dealt with quickly and get you closer to what you asked for.  I’ll point out here that a lot of stuff I asked for resulted in a lot of crap :) but I’ve also found now that the ‘crap’ has lessened heaps and more often I just get the answer without ‘crap’.

Last thing is HOW to ask.  I have found that asking out loud… actually speaking the words is important and I highly recommend doing this.   Writing it down is also another really good way to ask as well…so ask by putting it down on paper.    Asking in your head; I would do last….because it’s not as powerful.  I think only start asking in your head when you have at least done some ‘asking’ aloud or in writing.  That way when you do ‘ask’ via your mind, your thoughts will be clear and your intention strong.   So saying it aloud or writing it down is a stronger intention because you are doing more than just thinking it.

I still think that you do have to do other things like working on beliefs etc but like I said before, if there is only ‘one’ thing I could do or share with others…it would be to start ‘asking’.  The ‘asking’ will also lead you to what other tools (quantum jumping, intuition,L.O.A etc)  you could or should start using.

 In order to judge of the inside of others, study your own; for men in general are very much alike, and though one has one prevailing passion, and another has another, yet their operations are much the same; and whatever engages or disgusts, pleases, or offends you in others will, engage, disgust, please, or offend others in you.   Chesterfield.

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